Why I am an atheist
I didn’t grow up in a religious family and never had any real knowledge of religion as a child. As a young adult I would have described myself as an agnostic, not saying one way or the other whether there was a god. On one hand there was nothing to say there wasn’t, on the other it was hard to see much evidence in the positive either. There is no real evidence as far as I could see. There have been no miracles or other events in millennium (I know that the Catholic Church still uses miracles to prove sainthood, but that just seems to be people with diseases who recover and say it was prayer, but could just as easily be random recovery). And the bible and other books are stories from a iron age culture, I don’t see how anyone could take them at face value.
Over time I came to see that this position I was taking was weak and I was avoiding the issue, not addressing it. Because in fact it was obvious that there was no god. Having spent more time reading up on science, on physics, chemistry and biology it was clear that science had discovered all kind of explanation for previously unexplained phenomena. There was a really well established theory about how we evolved over time, about how the earth was formed, about the nature of the real material world. You didn’t need god to explain these things. In fact god made little sense in explaining these things, evolution fit much better. Of course people often say that well, science doesn’t explain this little thing or that – this is the basis of the intelligent Design movement. But it is a “God of the Gaps’ argument – wherever there is a gap in sciences explanation, people insert god. But is that a rational approach? Science always has gaps, but over time it fills in those gaps. The existence of gaps in knowledge is not a good basis for god.
So in the end I decided that, given the lack of evidence, I had to be an atheist. Of course, the annoying thing about religion/atheist debate is the varying nature of religious conceptions. So if the 6000 year old earth, no evolution, Abraham on the mountain god is not true, what about a more etherial god? A god who accepts science but is still there in the background, one who is about spirituality and morality? I must admit I have always found this kind of god even more annoying, because it kind of has no strong basis or evidence, so why even begin to believe?
Is it a god who doesn’t effect the evolution of the universe, but created the big bang? But no one knows where the big bang came from, why invent a god to create it? The obvious next question is who created god? And no amount of he is universal and omnipotent etc does anything more than avoid the question by quickly changing the topic.
Can there be no morality without god? Of course there can, morality comes from the same place as all other human values, from humans. Human invented human rights, and they invent all kinds of new moral rights all the time. Should it just be that we should say that the human values that were invented in the iron age are not human but god given? I don’t see the logic in that.
In the end I don’t see a place for god or a need. The history of religion is one of massacre and genocide (gee that old testament!) and inquisitions. But I don’t blame religion for that, for religion is a human construct. It was an attempt to understand the world in a time before science, when the world was dangerous and random. The history of religion is the history of human institutions, no more no less. The catholic church was an outgrowth of the Roman Empire, Islam is generally an outgrowth of Arab nationalism. Structured religion was just human constructs, and non-structured, spiritualist religion was just a blancmange pretending to fill in the gaps of science, but offering no more explanation.
In the end, we have naturalist explanation of the way the world works with all kinds of human institutions built on that, but no god. and that is why I am an Atheist. I realise that people seek meaning in all kind of places and some choose religion, and as long as they dont try and push it down other peoples throats I am fine with that (which is why I like the Anglican church but not the Catholic). But I am happy with my world view.

